Tuesday, August 21, 2007

ulalame.

I wonder how well you can really get to know a person in just two hours. I wonder how my inconsistent answers to preset questions will add or detract from the picture. I've known myself for 24 years and counting, and I'm still in the process of carving new layered facets within and impulsive disembowelment.

A rough gauge is better than none, I suppose. To find yourself wanting is also very enlightening.

Today, I remember. Today, I forget. Today, I acknowledge. Today, I overlook.

And today, I indulge. By misleading myself, distractions abound. (Would that I be willing!) So here's some Edgar Allan Poe today from Tamerlane:

What tho the moon - the white moon -
Shed all the splendor of her noon,
Her smile is chilly - and her beam,
In that time of dreariness, will seem
(So like you gather in your breath)
A portrait taken after death.
And boyhood is a summer sun
Whose waning is the dreariest one.
For all we live to known is known,
And all we seek to keep hath flown.
Let life, then, as the day-flower, fall
With the noon-day beauty - which is all.

blueprint

I will like to spend my days, as though they are my own, which I mostly end up doing in halves, for duty beckons, and I am answering its clarion call. Soon enough! I am also a veteran procrastinator.

fresh monodies

the process of enlightenment.
mending broken mirrors.
rolling my eyes so fast it's all a blur; running; ...
the unbearable lightness of being.
'and, so it is.'
again!
881; la mer; before saying; devastated.
all of my own making.
drunken sailors blind sailing
the mysterious hand who deals the dice of indeterm...

previous rants

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treatises on life

arty jen
betty boop
carmentica
charming-linn
chasing snowy cars
cheeky lynn
cheryliciously glam
clean and cute
cyclist-mad bass
darling dominic
feisty jing
fellow ditz-sista/porkSTAR
hail mary!
hell's kitchen
hero on the beach
h-Euge heart
hunky lenny
lipgloss queen
little cheryl
live n learn, baby
lolita lou
loony loon
mr popular
musically dan
m y s t j
phringe
princess tania
roger smurf
runaway pigeon
sabotage king jeremiah
sibling angst1
sibling angst2
spector dan
spunky tian
steffy bunny
sun-sunzzz
teeny wee-nee
weeeee, leonard!
yangtze yang'en

frivolous pursuits

for shallow ppl
for very geeky ppl
for the truly bored
spun prose
binary thoughts
past imprints
some stamps
montage of images
other memories

mulling over

And there were phlegmatic souls.