Sunday, October 14, 2007

before i sleep, public note to self

That I should stop buying books, and start buying CDs DVDs and scores again. Somehow, in the past two months, I've bought 50 over books, only read 20 of them, and I'm still buying more. And I've also picked up the irritating habit of book hopping for some reason. (For now, it's Jung's Flying Saucers. It was Philip Roth yesterday, and Janny Wurts the day before.) It annoys the hell out of me, because I don't really know why I'm in such a restless state of mind when I have so many things to do.

It seems as if I need to be constantly addicted or obsessed about something(s), and it's a bit tricky when you take into consideration my inability, or refusal, to distinguish between what's good for me, and what isn't. But putting these issues aside, it's not a problem for now, or so I say - for I've only said this about 1803 times (wrt some pertinent vices), and look at where it got me. At least, this particular hobby of mine will only render me a pauper for the time being. And the most crucial thing is - I get to explore a new world everyday.

blueprint

I will like to spend my days, as though they are my own, which I mostly end up doing in halves, for duty beckons, and I am answering its clarion call. Soon enough! I am also a veteran procrastinator.

fresh monodies

at last!
messages and reminders from the world that leave g...
where home is.
testament betrayed, close to tears.
and not so clinically
a clinical rhetoric.
it could be but didn't; a lament.
hide and seek.
chilli is one of them.
the dirty o and g words

previous rants

August 2004
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October 2004
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November 2010
January 2011
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August 2011
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May 2013

treatises on life

arty jen
betty boop
carmentica
charming-linn
chasing snowy cars
cheeky lynn
cheryliciously glam
clean and cute
cyclist-mad bass
darling dominic
feisty jing
fellow ditz-sista/porkSTAR
hail mary!
hell's kitchen
hero on the beach
h-Euge heart
hunky lenny
lipgloss queen
little cheryl
live n learn, baby
lolita lou
loony loon
mr popular
musically dan
m y s t j
phringe
princess tania
roger smurf
runaway pigeon
sabotage king jeremiah
sibling angst1
sibling angst2
spector dan
spunky tian
steffy bunny
sun-sunzzz
teeny wee-nee
weeeee, leonard!
yangtze yang'en

frivolous pursuits

for shallow ppl
for very geeky ppl
for the truly bored
spun prose
binary thoughts
past imprints
some stamps
montage of images
other memories

mulling over

And there were phlegmatic souls.