Thursday, March 02, 2006

Turning point, my turning point is here.

It's funny: you think a turning point in your life only arises when you have no choice whatsoever, but to confront the grim reality reflected in the tarot cards before you. But that's not true at all: a turning point in your life only begins its suffering spiral trajectory when you take the initiative to do something about it - be it to accept or reject your Fate, it is still an active decision that you have made regarding the subject matter at hand. The consequent end-result is a moot point at present, and one which we can never be sure of anyway. On the other hand, is there anything more certain than the fallacy of constancy, and the inevitability of change for the queer notion of progress's own sake?

For very different reasons this time round, I find myself once again lying spread-eagled on the floor. My broken feet are laden with sorrow of my own making, and I can no longer open my eyes in trust - that tomorrow will bring a brand new day, that tomorrow will chase all the shadows away.

blueprint

I will like to spend my days, as though they are my own, which I mostly end up doing in halves, for duty beckons, and I am answering its clarion call. Soon enough! I am also a veteran procrastinator.

fresh monodies

it's not my day.
the hills are alive!! with the sound of music.
disconsolate.
i want money to drop down from the sky; window dis...
it's been 250 years.
like a black lamb led by the nose around the cheer...
i must be a wuss..
you have to hear this.
uh oh, this is not funny.
lucid dreams, but i'm awake.

previous rants

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November 2010
January 2011
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August 2011
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May 2013

treatises on life

arty jen
betty boop
carmentica
charming-linn
chasing snowy cars
cheeky lynn
cheryliciously glam
clean and cute
cyclist-mad bass
darling dominic
feisty jing
fellow ditz-sista/porkSTAR
hail mary!
hell's kitchen
hero on the beach
h-Euge heart
hunky lenny
lipgloss queen
little cheryl
live n learn, baby
lolita lou
loony loon
mr popular
musically dan
m y s t j
phringe
princess tania
roger smurf
runaway pigeon
sabotage king jeremiah
sibling angst1
sibling angst2
spector dan
spunky tian
steffy bunny
sun-sunzzz
teeny wee-nee
weeeee, leonard!
yangtze yang'en

frivolous pursuits

for shallow ppl
for very geeky ppl
for the truly bored
spun prose
binary thoughts
past imprints
some stamps
montage of images
other memories

mulling over

And there were phlegmatic souls.