Tuesday, August 28, 2007

furious, oh so furious.

It is with such horror that I see the noose of generation curses tightening around my neck, and I am once again Petrushka, pulled by strings of steel to waltz the deadly dance, to machinations that are not of my own doing. But I am appointed, or anointed, by virtue of birthright, and with that comes the fettered crown of responsibility that I am loath to take up upon my brow.

But we all do what we must, and when the time comes for the dirty deed to be done, I will wrench it off with such distaste and repugnance, tearing my skin asunder and spilling my own blood if need be, for I will step forth to break the unbreakable chain. No longer will I be a passive subject, no longer will I be a willing supplicant to reinforced historical settings that wreck chaos in doomed circles. I vow with everything that I have and owe, that this will not come to pass, that history will not repeat itself.

Away with teleological continuity, I will create a new beginning with my own hands. I hereby cast it into your teeth with virulent contempt. Watch me.

blueprint

I will like to spend my days, as though they are my own, which I mostly end up doing in halves, for duty beckons, and I am answering its clarion call. Soon enough! I am also a veteran procrastinator.

fresh monodies

before i overcome inertia.
to trivalise, is to bastardize.
one bite at a time.
some more; paraphrased phrases from books which sh...
apathetic distillation.
the fallacy derides, the truth decries.
ulalame.
the process of enlightenment.
mending broken mirrors.
rolling my eyes so fast it's all a blur; running; ...

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treatises on life

arty jen
betty boop
carmentica
charming-linn
chasing snowy cars
cheeky lynn
cheryliciously glam
clean and cute
cyclist-mad bass
darling dominic
feisty jing
fellow ditz-sista/porkSTAR
hail mary!
hell's kitchen
hero on the beach
h-Euge heart
hunky lenny
lipgloss queen
little cheryl
live n learn, baby
lolita lou
loony loon
mr popular
musically dan
m y s t j
phringe
princess tania
roger smurf
runaway pigeon
sabotage king jeremiah
sibling angst1
sibling angst2
spector dan
spunky tian
steffy bunny
sun-sunzzz
teeny wee-nee
weeeee, leonard!
yangtze yang'en

frivolous pursuits

for shallow ppl
for very geeky ppl
for the truly bored
spun prose
binary thoughts
past imprints
some stamps
montage of images
other memories

mulling over

And there were phlegmatic souls.